OMG! :(

Wow! It's been a long time since I've been up this late and Birddog and I are having a spat. . .I'm crying and he has no idea. . .JACK ASS

We went to a friend of ours birthday party tonight. . .Scoop is at a sleepover and Bud had plans with JJ. . .We got in just a few minutes ago and it is 2:05 a.m.

On our way home I asked Birddog how many times he grabbed SM's titties - "I don't know. . ." So, I told him not to touch me. . .According to him I am unreasonable. . .Oh I'm mad! Then he told me that if he wanted somebody else that we wouldn't be home here together tonight. . .I told him that wasn't the issue! The issue was he touched somthing he shouldn't have (YES, we've been drinking.) But, you know what that doesn't matter - I was able to keep my hands to myself and I told Birddog that. . .Now, you kinda have to know SM - she thinks that she is sexy and is over-weight. . .She had on a titty shirt and made sure everyone at the party knew it. . .She thinks she is cute when she tries to kiss you (male or female) and I DO NOT EVEN GO FOR THAT! ! !

She made a big issue out of her self tonight - so on our way home I just asked - if Birddog had told me he hadn't touched her that would have been it - but when he said he didn't know - I flat out told him that he WAS NOT TO TOUCH ME TONIGHT. . .He is now in Scoop's room. . .I asked him if I was being punished for something and told him that it was just wrong. . .Then he told me he didn't touch her - What the H? I don't get it! ! ! I asked him what the difference was - if I had been grabbing the guys crotches it would have been different? Please, please explain this to me. . .He did ask me and I told him NONE AT ALL. . .

I know that a lot of this is that he has been drinking - but I don't give a flip! You keep your hands to yourself and what is rightfully yours (spouse). . .I'm mad and jealous and told him so. . .he's playing it off like no big deal - you can tell that we don't go out much (or drink) - that's fine. . .

Just blowing off steam! ! ! It's 2:20 a.m. in the morning and my husband is in his youngest sons bed making me feel like a really bad person because I questioned him about touching another woman's boobs! ! !

I'm hurt! ! ! He had the balls to tell me that I had not had any interest in him for 3 weeks. . .What the hell does he expect? I work, go to school full-time, keep the house, cook the meals, and take care of his children. . .How am I supposed to feel about sex? Hello? I get up before he does every morning and fix his lunch, get his lazy ass out of bed and then work on myself and his children once he is off to work - I'm supposed to just be ready to go at the drop of a hat or when he is in the mood and ready?